2.01.2003

[jamming to..] Metallica - Sad But True (It kinda sorta just woke me up and it's still on...)
[nourishment..] Ugh! No food right now!
[attire..] Who caaaaares?
[communication...] Who the hell would have the sense to be up this early? *COUGH!* e.e
[mood...] bedraggled

*yawn* I better get this post done now before I start cleaning an' painting my room. Ambiez and Paulerz are coming to visit later.

Let's see.. My day yesterday.. Well, I woke up at four in the morning to found my mom already up and doing stuff. So I had no choice but to go to sleep, because she'd yell at me. I made juice, had some and went back to sleep with my radio on. Woke up 'round 7 to Heart-shaped Box.. Got ready for school. Ran out of eyeliner and I already applied it to one eye already.. Kinda sucked because I couldn't get it off! o.o I tried to use substitutes just to cover it up.. It just looked reeally odd. I just scrubbed at my face for awhile. I'll have to remember to make that Wet n' Wild company SUFFER. "Ma'am? What are you doing?! You can't go in there! Employs only! What's that double barreled shot gun for? OH DEAR GOD SPARE ME!" *cough* Silly mortal. Moron.. and GOD I HATE YOU.

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FAWK THIS! I'll edit this later cause I'm TIRED!

1.30.2003

[jamming to..] Limp Bizkit - Break Stuff
[nourishment..] Hot Chocolate, fuckah XD
[attire..] Ozzfest t-shirt, grey shorts.
[communication...] Everyone is sleeping!
[mood...] tumultuous!~ :D

Hyper hyper hyper and I serioously should be in bed.. I did go to sleep early though, and now I'm waking up and want to do something. Usually I'd do something useful like do work that I had "accidently" forgot slept through. Since it's a start of a new quarter.. I already did it all. I think that's good. And I promised myself I'd do ALLLL of my work to prove to mom that I'm not a moron, just really lazy and has a tendancy to procrastinate entirely too much. If I were to do all this, I should be thrown in advanced placement or something.. Anyways! XD

School has been slightly amusing the past few days, though not in a good way. Though much better than having everything drone and drone on and on. Kendra has to fear for her life because this girl wants to kick her ass over Kendra asking around for a locker number.. We made peace with her, I think. I've got Kendra's back no matter what though.. I'd do the same thing for Amber too.

Remember when I told you about my horticulture teacher trying to molest all the kids in our class? Well that thesis, I believe, has to be true. I really try to avoid that teacher in the hallways, it's very very very shuddersome.. He lays one finger on me and the concequences shall be dire. I absolutely refuse to ask the man for help, because when you do, he stands behind you and rubs your shoulders and such.. And then when you say something that has a sexual pun, he'll go ahead and point it out and go on and on about it. And for now on I'm fucking taking the back entrance to the school. Today, I was casually walking into the school and he said, "Hey, cutie!" My eyes grew large and I darted into Ms. Napoleon's room. Woooo for me! Miranda was there, so I talked to her until the buses arrived. Amber and Kendra and Paula came, and we hung out in that classroom until the bell rung. Went off to Ms.Felon's and she wasn't there. For that period we did nothing, we didn't even get a work sheet. Kendra and I went through her boxes of science-type objects. I found huge goggle things! They were so awesome! So we stole three pairs for our personal amusement and stashed them in Amber's book bag. I took out another pair to play with, and then gave it to James.

Then off to second period with that scary teacher.. I really didn't want to go.. I did. Lucky for me, nothing happened to me because I didn't ask for help. Kendra was forced to ask for help because me and Amber refused to do it. LMAO the look on Kendra's face was priceless. He had his hands on her, as usual and she was twitching. The teacher noticed and he got this huge ass smile on his face. He thought she was TICKLISH, so he moved his hands down to her hips and started to poke her in the side. Aaron was snickering, Amber was giggling and I was trying my best not to roll on the floor. Pooor pooooor Kendra. LMAO. I think Kendra wanted to die. Though after class Kendra and I seriously wanted something done about him. We agreed to tell Ms.Napoleon after school. The rest of the day all we did was color. Bell rang for school to let out and me and Kendra timidly asked for a word with Ms.Napoleon. Kendra closed the door and then there was this akward silence. Kendra suddenly went mute, so I was stuck presenting the situation to the teacher, though I was very reluctant to do so. "Umm.. Miss Napoleon.. Uh.. em... Ya know our horticulture teacher?" "Who's your teacher?" "Mr. Zmich." "Yeah..?" "Umm well.. This is kinda complicated.. but uh.. *shakes Kendra* He kinda makes us feel.. uncomfortable?" "We feel he's speaking rather inappropiate for a teacher--" and we tell the whole situtation from there, while helping clean up the class room. She told us that someone had came to her with that problem a year ago, so she said she going to talk to Ms.Scudder.. Then poof..Ms. Scudder came over to the class room, so me and Kendra split.

Then I walked home with snow touching the tops of my boots in patches of it. I had a hard time walking home because of the snow slowing me down.. I don't even walk on a sidewalk, I cut through the field it thoroughly sucked. I spent my small amount of time alone at home, about 1:45 - 2:45. Then my mom and brother come home. Mom bitches at me because I was on the computer instead of cleaning. Then she takes a look at my teeth, checking on my cavity. She scheduled an appointment for the dentist, which I'm scared of because I've never been to one. 9:30.. Next wed.. this sucks.. On the briight side I get to miss school for a REAL reason! Though what sucked was that she went through my whole mouth pointing out all of my flaws. The bottom row of teeth were beautiful, perfectly straight, no defects. Top row.. Two cavities. All my teeth are too pointy or something.. She said that had to be fixed.. Then she sits here telling me about throwing me into modeling after my teeth are corrected.. WTF!? I'm not a model person! There are far too many people who look prettier than I.. There's no way I could excell in that. Besides I don't think I have the right persona for something like that.. I'm not vain, or obsessed with the way I look or anything. Then she goes on and on about money. Arrg. Who cares? Not meeee.

Then I get on the comp and talk to Josh, as usual. He's the only one on anymore. And then I ate, talked to Josh some more. Then went to sleep. Woke up, ate. And now here I am. Wooo. I better get back to sleep, three hours til school.