RHONA YOUR BLOODY LAYOUT IS READY XD

No entry for anyone today. That will be all.

[jamming to..] Kidney Theives - Zerospace
[nourishment..] Frosted Shreaded Wheat XD
[attire..] Blue jammie pants with stars on 'em and an Ozzfest T
[communication...] Amber/Kendra
[mood...] rancorous

Hrn.. I must be very charismatic when it comes to mothers, because I managed to save me and Amber a friendship.. Mm yes, about earlier, with the retard and the note. Kendra told her mother about that, and why she was crying. She was being taunted by that fucking asshole Chris, and fucktard Terrell. Mmm yes, if you didn't know before you are going to know now. I am not particularly fond of the black race... I feel that a good 60% of them are imprudent and and mutinous little fuckers. In my school anyways. There is a very small percentage of them that are actually polite. Though I'm not going to get into that because I find it rude and intolerant of me to talk that way.. Even if it IS my blog. Though I shall give you a brief description of both kids.

Terrell: He claims to be the smartest kid in class, he attempts to copy off my papers constantly. You tell him to bugger off, he'll start mumbling profusely like he's some kind of special ed student. You throw a word any more complex than "stupid" or any choice obscenity, he'll just start bitching more and tell you he's going to kick your ass. :D

Chris: He's just as bad, sometimes worse. See, while you try to do your work, he's being a boisterous fucktard, singing his ignorant, shallow rap music right in front of your table. And then he'll blurt out the most idiotic things. He tends to insult me and my friends alot.

Put both of those kids together and it's enough to send you to a mental institution. Throw Matt in there and you just want to go home, turn on the soundtrack to your suicide, and just let the brains fly. They upset Kendra but repeatedly flinging insults at her.. It wasn't the insults themselves, but just doing it made her go through a flashback or something. In Catholic school she was teased often... I've had a pretty horrid time there myself, though I don't let things get to me as easilly. I think the teasing made me stronger.. And Kendra thinks it totally altered my personality.. An excerpt from her diary...

"I know a girl that used to be picked on a lot. Whether she shows it or not I know she was very effected by the events at her old school. I believe that at her old school what happened to her has a lot to do with who she is now. In grade school she always showed her weaknesses but now she has proven to overcome it all. Iknow it still hurts her but she is better from it. No matter what she say everyone is weak no matter what."

Mmm.. Guess who the girl is? So I couldn't take being dragged into a coatroom on the floor, by my hair and then stomped while I was on the ground only because I erased a fucking chalk board in the sixth grade. I didn't cry because I was in pain. I cried because, think about it. While you're getting the beating of your life and you have all of these kids laughing at you and cheering on the one who is pretty and popular, and no one tried to help you, only a teacher, how would that make you feel? Not too great at all. And then you come home to your mother who is screaming at you because you didn't "try" to fight back. You try to hit someone when you're wheezing for air and still getting kicked. Today, I wouldn't ever let that happen. The girl, if I ever saw her again, her face would be broken beyond recognization. I just grew up, I don't think events like that totally changed my outlook on life. But ya know, it doesn't bother me. I was still a little kid, I didn't understand the evils of society utterly yet. Speaking of maturity. Compare my posts from August to the ones now; It's like I've grown like 3 years or something. Odd. XD I think Kendra had some pretty bad predicaments herself... Hrn.. She never talks about them. Best leave them buried.. they'll eventually rot away.

Yes, totally off topic... o.o Anyway the point is the assholes upset her and now she's horribly sad. And her mum went psycho and blamed it on me and Amber... At first because of our malevolent attitudes. But I sweet talked her mum, and I told a few little white lies.. Sooo now I get to keep Kendra as a friend because her mum thinks I'm a goodie goodie two shoes... Though I think it will be impossible for her mom to forget about the Collumbine shooters dead mutilated bodies.. Ah well..

And poor Amber with her grandfather. He's been diagnosed with a brain tumor, right after his cancer just left.. A real pity.. I hope he survives.. =/

I must be going.
Peace.

[jamming to..] Disturbed - Down with the Sickness
[nourishment..] Salami sandwhich with toasted bread
[attire..] Red and black striped shirt and tie (both stolen from Kendra >D) and black JNCOs
[communication...] Not a soul to talk to
[mood...] Pffft.
Stupid blog.

Today, my peers were being stupid, moronic, imbecilic, frivolous, retarded, obstreperous (and that's all the adjectives I can think of right now) fuckheads..just worse than usual. First period wasn't that horrid for me, as I had snatched Kendra's CD player for a while. I was happily listening to Kittie, while both Amber and Kendra were quarreling with James and Matt. Matt is such an asshole, it's rather amusing watching him engage in an arguement.. *smirk* All that he really does is spit out whatever obscenity that exists and makes threats that will never happen. Silly lad. :D And if he were to sic his people on me, how would he be able to do that? I don't leave my house.

Anyways, back to the situation. XD I was listening to Kittie, and Amber was getting annoyed about stereotypes or something. Matt was being his retarded-self as usual, and called her a stoner or whatever. You see, futile little children like him do not know what the actual word "Stoner" means. It's defined as, "a person who is habitually intoxicated by alcohol or drugs". And it's clearly visible that we're not druggies-- Well, I can be questionable.. I act like I'm on crack most of the time. Ah well. Amber is easilly offended, and started her usual bitching back. Then Matt went to threatening to "beat the fuck out of Kenny". I'm almost certain Amber was at the snapping point, like she was about to get up and tear out his trachea and beat the living hell out of him with it.

I went off to get a drink of water, and as I walked out the door, that fuckhead Chris screamed something along the lines of,"OMG SHE'S GETTING THE GUN! SHE'S GOING TO KILL US!". I didn't turn around to throw a whitty insult at him, but I snickered and continued to get my water. Besides, guns are over-rated. I'd prefer someone's demise to be more elaborate and more orginal, something cunning other than to shoot someone with a gun. *yawn* Boring, not to mention VERY repetitive it is. Rather be original, sorry kid.

Came back and the bickering had been temporarily subdued. I settled down to my elementary kid school work (we're studying the earth's innards and plate tectonics.. rrrr how juvinile) and copied down all the stupid notes for science. Toward the last twenty minutes, Amber and Kendra were once again fighting with the retards. James was throwing paper, that wasn't exactly helping. Matt was going on and on and on about his threats and how he wasn't white, but Puerto Rican. We were sitting on the counter and James plopped next to us and came out with a, "I'm white!". I couldn't help but to snicker. James is quite funny at times, and sometimes I do not mind him. Though he has his moments when he irks the hell out of me. Like when he pets me and tells me I'm "beautiful", I kick him. But today I stabbed him with a pen and I think it made him want to bother me more... Eee.. Way off topic. XD

Kendra noticed this odd kid who likes me and her, Jerome, muttering something to himself, I think he was talking about Matt. Heh. That kid annoys the hell out of me, more than James. And Kendra had the nerve to tell me that I LIKE him because I pick on him. Ugh, retard. I pick on just about anyone. Besides! I'm Anti-Loving! Love is for the weak. Heh. XD

Second block was stupid.. REVIEW. I fucking hate plants ever since this horticulture class. I am *so* taking small animal care next year. Nothing particularly interesting happened here. Though, on the way to third block, when we had to go outside to the pavillion for English some girl had the gall to come up to me and give me a note. I stared at her like she was a retard and read it as I walked. I threw it down after I read it, but I can remember most of it.

"Haylee and Amber,
Please don't kill me.
I'm so sorry you don't
have to believe in jesus
if you don't want to
im sorry dont kill me"

Odd, eh? I managed to suppress a giggle and balled it up and threw it into the grass. Third block.. Bellwork.. During bellwork that Chris kid managed to make Kendra cry, I don't know how, but I whipped around and glared at him."Aww nawww! She turnd arund liek she wuz gunna go an do sumthin! omg shes gunna get teh gun out of her pocket!" Fucker. It's like the whole student body believes me and my friends are going to reenact the Collumbine shooting. What the hell EVER. The kids at school are fucking retards. They push me too far I'll probably do something vehement...

I have work to do. I'm off.
Good bye lil bloggie! XD