4.19.2002





If I were in a movie, I'd be the bad guy!

Take the Movie Quiz now!

created by Brooke.

Sometimes it may seem like you're out to get everyone, but often you're just misunderstood.
You make a lot of enemies, but you just don't feel it's necessary to have a ton of friends
because you're so independent.

Damn it! I am *not* misunderstood.. Why does people and test thingies always say that? e_e


Which Rock Chick Are You?






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4.18.2002





what's your battle cry? |
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So true...It's one of my most frequebtly used words.
I am a sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, sick, SICK person..

I'm so disgusted with myself..Ugg..I just feel like someone has took a knife and pounded it directly into my heart with no compassion. I am terrible, awful, ugly person. I do not deserve to even look myself in the mirror in the mornings; More like kill myself with it by bashing my face into it in hopes of cracking my skull open and letting brains ooze out into the sink...Er.. Now to be serious..e.e; I am a bad person who doesn't deserve to have friends. Jeez, I'm so cold hearted.. I may pretend to be, but really I am for real now. I am a normal, nice person wait..WAS a normal, nice person once you get to know me.

I have seemed to have hurt one of my online friends; Very badly..Like as if I was some kind of malicious monster that can't even show anybody even a shread of fucking kindness. Gawd, I hope this doesn't drive me to depression.. I want to stay the way I am; Happy. But I guess happiness doesn't last forever. I'm one of the reasons happiness is always crushed throughly and without mercy.

You see, when I was a newbie to the online community, I had no friends what-so-ever.. I had began to practice in a freeplay RPG, and I had made friends there. One of the players had grown to be one of my best friends. We had spent our whole summer together, never missing a day. Same thing after summer. I think it was around Decemember, our friendship began to cease, and plummet downhill.

I had made friends with another girl, who I had somewhat of a little quarrel with.. About polls. I think this was midsummer. But that's past, it doesn't need to be explained. Though we hated each other's guts, in the end we also became best friends. I liked this girl much too, and I loved my other friend just as much. So, for awhile, we were a nice little group of friends.

Now, during December, the first girl, who was my very best friend, our friendship began to falter and wither away. We had stipped IMing each other as often. And when we did talk it wasn't as deep as our old conversations. We seldom ever talked to each other now, which i don't know why. The poor girl must have got bored with me! So we hadn't talked for weeks. Months maybe. I had made two new great friends during that time. I loved my little ring of friends and I rarely ever thought of the girl, thinking she was mad at me or something..

Now the only reason she talked to me now, was usually because she wanted something from me. We hadn't even had a deep conversation for God knows how long. I felt used, or not even wanted. And now, I kind of dreaded talking to her because the requests were really begining to get to me. It felt like it wasn't even a friendship anymore. The worst thing anybody could ever do to me is use me. That just brings the greatest pain in the world to me.

Jesus, I make it sound like I am the victim. Well I am not.. I did the ignoring too, I didn't make an effort to say anything. I don't want to say things to hurt feelings ever. (How many "I's" and"So's" am I gunna be able to use? o.o;) But I have.. I think I have crushed her heart to oblivion. And I have to deal with this awful pain in my chest because of it.. Damn I have a feeling this is going to drive me to depression..I just can't face her now.. I need to type a reply to her e-mail.. I just hope all is not lost, and if it is...It's my fault.. And now, I'm going to go finish weeping in the corner, and now have a deeploathing for myself..e_e but before I do that, I have other matters to discuss before this one makes me show too much emotion and just drives me to depression..

I honestly hope my V-chan is okie.. She was really hurt, and betrayed by her best friend too.. Wish I could do a better job cheering her up, but that's Kit's job.. I suck at things like that and usually suggest the wrong things.x.x Let's hope that she doesn't take the advice I gave her. You can read about it in her blog over in that thar column.

Now onto another topic.. Dragon-chan.. I recieved an e-mail from her and she's okay! ^_^ She should be back around summer, but I so look forward to seeing her again! I hope she's not depressed anymore, and her parents aren't as big as assholes...Bah..Anyways..I'm off..

4.17.2002

bwehehe..Took this survey from SR Ladee..^__^;; I like surveys..It's fucking long though..e.e Dun ask why I took it.

[1]First Name: Haylee
[2]Middle Name: Robin
[3]Last Name: Bankhead
[4]Nick Name[s]: Psycho Bitch, The Antichrist, Hellspawn, Sin.
[5]Gender: female
[6]Age: 14
[7]Birthday: May 31
[8]Height: 5'4
[9]Weight: 94 lbs
[10]Hair Color: brown
[11]Eye Color: brooown
[12]Native American, Polish, Italian.
[13]Glasses: Contacts.
[14]Contacts: Yep.
[15]Braces: nope
[16]Hair Short Or Long: Long
[17]U Were Born Where: Cleveland, Ohio.
[18]U Now Live: Er..Cleveland, Ohio
[19]Asrtrology Sign: Gemini
[20]Chineese Zodiac Sign: Er..Dragon? o.o
[21]Nationality: Native American
[22]Bad Habbits: Eh... Clumsiness, and an awful habit of wanting to hurt someone..e_e;;
[23]Piercings: yep
[24]If Yes Where & How Many: 4, ears.
[25]Tattoos: No..;_;
[26]If Yes How Many & Where, If No Want Any: Erm..I'm not sure..^_^;
[.Family.]

[27]Mothers Name: Kimberly
[28]Fathers Name: Micheal
[29]Brothers Name[s]: Nicholas
[30]Sisters Name[s]: None
[31]Favorite Aunt: Debbie, Robin, Mary..Too many.
[32]Favorite Uncle: Robert
[33]Favorite Grandparent: I don't have any grandparents. They are either dead, I don't know who
they are or my family hates them, or they're in CA somewhere.
[34]Worst Relative: Any other than my aunts on my Dad's side.
[35]Best Relative: Dunno.
[36]Best Family Memory: Erm..When a bunch of us went on a paddle boat and it flipped over..^^;
[37]Do U Get Along With Your Parents: Yep.
[38]Do Your Parents Understand You: I guess? x_x
[39]Does Anyone In Your Family Understand You: Mother..? @_@;

[.Pets.]

[40]Do You Have Any Pets: Yep.
[41]Name[s]: Fluffy (Persilla), Zeus.
[42]Type Of Animal[s]: Cat,dog.
[43]If You Dont Have A Pet Do You Want One:
[44]Have You Ever Had Any Other Pets Then Mentioned Up Above: Yep lots. Over twenty are buried in the back yard.

[.School.]

[45]Are You Still In School: Yep.
[46]Did You Drop Out: No.
[47]Current/Supposive Grade: 8th
[48]Favorite Grade: 6th
[49]Worst Grade: The rest of 'em.
[50]Favorite Teacher: Ms.Ritburger *snickers at name* and Ms.Holman
[51]Worst Teacher: Sister Joan of Ark..*shudder*
[52]Favorite Subject: Art/ Literature
[53]Worst Subject: ...Math.
[54]Do/DiD U Buy Lunch Or Bring Lunch: Lunch is free at my school.
[55]School Sports: None.
[56]School Activities: ...
[57]Popular Or What: Popular I guess..x_x Depends on how you define popular
[58]Favorite Dance: ....?
[59]Favorite Memory: e_e;; Erm..Dunno.
[60]Worst Meomory: Anything that happened in the third grade..o_o Damn Sister..Lotsa stuff.
[61]Worst Dance: ...
[62]Most Humiliating Moment: Er..I don't get humiliated..But er..Mebbein the fifth grade when this girl yanked me into the coatroom by my hair and I was losing the fight..e_e; Miserabley.

[.Favorites.]

[63]Number: 666
[64]Clothing Brand: Don't give a fuck.
[65]Shoes: Doesn't matter.
[66]Saying: ..?
[67]TV Show: Many.
[68]Sport: Softball
[69]Vegtable: Most of them really
[70]Fruit: All of theeeem! ^__^ Except for mangos..x.x;
[71]Movie: Blade II, Little Nicky
[72]Magazine: I don't read magazines.
[73]Actor: Adam Sandler
[74]Actress: None.
[75]Candy: Reese Cups
[76]Gum: Any.
[77]Scent: Vanilla, flower type things..x.x
[78]Candy Bar: Lots!
[79]Ice Cream Flavor: Rocky Road, Mint Chocolate Chip, Cherry Chocolate, Moose Tracks.
[80]Color: Red/Black
[81]Season: Spring
[82]Holiday: Christmas and Halloween.
[83]Band: Many, many many.. I can't ever make up my mind.
[84]Singer: Same as above.
[85]Group: Same as above.
[86]Type Of Music: Metal, Rock.
[87]Fast Song: Erm..Lots.
[88]Slow Song: Not very many..x_x
[89]Thing In Your Room: Computer, obviously.
[90]Place To Be: Behind my desk.
[91]Radio Station: 92.3 Extreme/100.7 WMMS
[92]TV Channel: ppv/ Music channels/ Fox
[93]Junk Food: Those little prepackaged thingies.. Like them Little Debbie things.
[94]Overall Food: Everything.
[95]Store: This gothic store near my house has some nifty stuff in it.
[96]Shoe Brand: Nike
[97]Fast Food Place: Subway
[98]Restraunt: Doesn't matter.
[99]Shape: Pentagon
[100]Time Of Day: night, really early morning
[101]Country: USA
[102]State: None.
[103]Boys Name: Brandon, Adam, Adrian.
[104]Girls Name: Sita, Maxine, Paula, Holly.
[105]Mall: I don't like malls.
[106]Video Game: I don't like video games..
[107]Shampoo: Erm. e_e;
[108]Board Game: Monopoly.
[109]Computer Game: Unreal
[110]Car: Tank, Jeep, convertable.
[111]Music Video: *shrugs*
[112]Swear Word: Most of them.
[113]Word: EVIL! DEVIL! SATAN! DIE! X_x
[114]Month: May
[115]Cartoon: Simpsons
[116]Song Of All Time: Too maaaaaaany!
[117]Scary Movie: Final Destination
[118]Team: Evil chickens?
[119]Possesion: Computer.

[.Whats The First Thing That Comes 2 Mind When You Hear....]

[120]Eminem: Please kill me.
[121]Dog: Smelly foul creature. e.e;
[122]Hot: Devil! I'M BURNING! Hell's spawn is burning me alive! @_@
[123]Britney Spears: o_o *shudder*
[124]Nsync: Ew. Just..ew. *shudder*
[125]Real World: Chicken?
[126]Orange: Juice
[127]Choice:.. of killing.
[128]Fuck: Off
[129]Bisexual: Justin Stalker
[130]Black: Leather
[131]ICQ: Damn annoying "uh oh!"
[132]Insane Clown Posse: Santa Clause is a fat bitch!
[133]Linkin Park: Bwahaha.. *big happy grin*
[134]Jack: must die.
[135]Rainbow: Ew..
[136]Cherry: Pie!
[137]Cucumber: salad..?
[138]Shark: DIE! @_@
[139]Lifehouse: DEATH HOUSE!
[140]Bat: I'm going to beat you with it. e.e;
[141]Leather: Jacket
[142]Whip: Torture.
[143]America: Nukes.
[144]Water: Drown.
[145]Volcano: Charred corpse

[.This Or That.]:

[146]rock or rap: Rock
[147]pop or rap: Neither.
[148]rap or r&b: Neither
[149]rock or metal: BOTH! @_@
[150]rock or pop: Rock.
[151]linkin park or limp bizkit: BOTH! ^_^
[152]tool or korn: Gaw..So hard to choose..@_@ BOTH!
[153]selena or jennifer lopez: Ewness..Neither.
[154]hot or cold: Hot
[155]winter or summer: Summer
[156]spring or fall: spring
[157]shakira or britney: Shakira
[158]ICP or Eminem: ICP
[159]Marilyn Manson Or Rob Zombie: BOTH! ^_^
[160]Kittie or Garbage: Er..Kittie?
[161]mtv or vh1: MTV
[162]Buffy or Angel: Buffy.
[163]Dawsons Creek Or Gilmore Girls: Ew, neither.
[164]Football or Basketball: Neiiiiither.
[165]summer olympics or winter olympics: winter..Figure skating..^_^
[166]skiing or snowboarding: Snow boarding.
[167]rollerblading or skateboarding: Neither.
[168]black or white: black
[169]orange or red: Red
[170]yellow or green: Green.
[171]purple or pink: Ew.
[172]slipknot or mudvayne: Slipknot
[173]hot topic or pac sun: ..X_X?
[174]inside or outside: inside.
[175]weed or alcohol: WEEEEED! X_x;; Um..*cough*
[176]cell phone or pager: Pager.
[177]pen or pencil: Pencil.
[178]powerpuff girls or charlies angels: e.e;;;;; Neither.
[179]scooby doo or dino: Neither.
[180]dragon ball Z or pokemon: DBZ
[181]star wars or star trek: Star Wars
[182]tattoo or piercing: Both.
[183]prep or punk: Punk.
[184]slut or whore: X__x;

[.Private Life I.E Sex, Drugs, Rock & Roll...]

[185]Boyfriend Or Girlfriend: don't have a boyfriend. e.e; And no! I don't have a g/f. I'm not a lesbian.
[186]Crush: I don't have any...Not interested.
[187]Do You Love Anyone Right Now: Noooo.
[188]Have You Ever Been In Love: Who hasn't? e.e;
[189]How Many People Have You Kissed: ......
[190]Who Was Your First Kiss: ...e.e;
[191]Ever Have Oral Sex: ...Noooo.
[192]Still A Virgin: e.e;;
[193]If Not How Many:
[194]How Many Hearts Have You Broken: Many..I hope.
[195]How Many People Broke Your Heart: None.
[196]Best Quote To Sum Up Love: Hate. Hate. Hate.
[197]So Whats Your Girlfriend/Boyfriend/Crush Like:...I said I don't have one.
[198]Whats Your Dream Guy/Girl Like: Whazzuh? X_x;
[199]Do U Go More By Looks Or Personality: Definately Personality.
[200]Have You Ever Cheated On Someone: I couldn't..e.e; I've never been in a relationship.
[201]Ever Kiss A Friend: No.
[202]Are You Still Friends:
[203]So Moving Along... You Smoke: Never
[204]How About Some Weed... You Smoke Weed: People say I do. I definately don't. e.e;
[205]Ever Trip On Acid: Nooooo.
[206]How About A Little xTc: Nooooo
[207]Crack, Heroin, Anything Else: Nooooooo
[208]Beer Good Or Beer Bad: Beer icky.
[210]Are U The Little Sissy Who Drinks Mikes And Whine Coolers: Um..I don't drink.
[211]Do U Like Smirnoff Ice: ...?
[212]Prefer Beer Or Liquor: I'm a good little girl! I don't drink..e.e;
[213]So If You Smoke How Long U Been Killin Yourself Now: Smoking is satanic.
[214]What Kind Do You Smoke: None.
[215]Could I Bum One: If I did smoke..Hell no! All mine!
[216]Back To Alcohol, Favoite Alcoholic Beverage: Wine? ^^;;
[217]So If You Werent A Virgin... Whens The Last Time U Got Some: x.x;;

[.Would You Ever.]

[218]Bungee Jump: hell yea!
[219]Sky Dive: YUP!
[220]Swim With Dolphins: Maybe.
[221]Scuba Dive: Yep.
[222]Go Rock Climbing: ^__^ Uh hm,
[225]Change Your Religion: Nah.
[226]Turn Your Back On Your Friends For Personal Gain: Hell fucking no..e.e;
[227]Steal A Friends Boyfriend/Girlfriend: Nope/
[228]Cross-Dress: Yeah.. Might be fun.
[229]Lie To The Police: Well duuuh..Of course I would.
[230]Run From The Police: If only I was faster..
[231]Speed Away From The Police: Hell yes!
[232]Lie To Your Parents: ..^^;;
[233]Walk Up To A Total Stranger And Kiss Them: Yeah. Why not.
[234]Be A Exotic Dancer: Erm. No thanks.
[235]Walk Out Of A Restraunt Without Paying: Well of course...>D
[236]streak[run naked through somewhere for all u who dont know]: ...I DO have modesty for Christ's sake!

The person took out the name-association part, just so you don't start wondering why it jumps from 236 to 257

[.Your Friends.]

[257]Best Friend: (Heather)Maxine, Virtue, Athy, Chrissy.. I have more.. But I'll just keep it down to that.No particular order.
[258]Known Longest: Lots.
[259]Wish You Talked To More Then You Do: Don't have the slightest.
[260]Wish You Saw More Then You Do: ..My online friends..;_;
[261]How Many Friends Do U Think You Have: Em....Lots?
[262]How Many Do U Actualy Hang Out With: I..Don't know..e.e
[263]Who Drives You Insane After Awhile: Paula
[264]Who Can You Stay Around Forever And Hardly Get Sick Of: Dunno.
[265]Ever Loose A Good Friend Because You Took It To The Next Level: Gawd please don't say that. e.e
[266]Craziest: Paaaaula, Max.
[267]Loudest: Max.
[268]Shyest: Amanda, Jessica.
[269]Best Hair: Paula.
[270]Can Always Make You Laugh: Lots.
[271]Best Eyes: ..?
[272]Best Body: X__x I don't look at my friend's bodies.
[273]Most Athletic: Max
[274]Sex Symbol: ...x.x Sara?
[275]Hot Tempered: Me, myself, and I.
[276]Most Impatient: Paula.
[277]Shortest: Juliann
[278]Tallest: Amber.
[279]Talented: Kitsune
[280]Best Singing Voice: I don't know.
[281]Skinniest: Paula...
[282]Nicest: Jessica?
[283]Best Personality: ..e.e;;
[284]Biggest Drug User: Amber, Sara.
[285]Alcoholic: Sara

[.Have You Ever.]

[286]flashed someone: God no.
[287]told the person you liked how u felt: No..e.e;
[288]been to michigan: No.
[289]gotten realy REALY wasted: no
[290]gone to jail/juvi: I could if I wanted.
[291]skateboreded: I fell down
[292]skinny dipped: Nope.
[293]stolen anything from a store: Nope.
[294]wanted to kick my ass for making this so damn long SO LONG: I like surveys....x_x
[295]kicked someones ass: Almost everyday. Well not fight fight..But I've gotten into fights..e.e;
[296]pegged someone in the head with a snowball and they never knew it was you: yep.
[297]broke a beer bottle: yep.
[298]gotten into a bar underaged: Since I've been 6 years old...Fairly often still.
[299]kissed someone of the same sex: x__X;
[300]flipped someone off: All the time.
[301]gone on a road trip: no
[302]gone on vacation without adult supervision: I wish.
[303]been to a concert: Yep.
[304]been to another country: No.
[305]talked back to an adult: all the time.
[306]got pulled over: no
[307]into a car accident: Yep.
[308]broke a law: ...^^;
[309]given money to some homeless person: I gave some dude a cheese burger.
[310]tried to kill yourself: Nope
[311]cried to get out of trouble: My ultra super secret weapon..;p
[312]kissed a friends brother/sister: ..no.
[313]dropped something on the floor that u were cooking for dinner and still put it on the plate: Yep..^^;

[.Opinions.]

[314]What Do You Think About Boy Bands: Sickening.
[315]What Do You Think About Flag Burrning: ...?
[316]What Do You Think Of The War On Terrorists: *cough*
[317]What Do You Think About Suicide: SUICIDE IS THE DEVIL!
[318]What Do You Think About People Who Try To Force Their Opinions Upon You: I wish unto them eternal damnation.
[319]What Do You Think About Abortion: BABY KILLERS! ;__; Wrong, wrong, wrong!
[320]What Do You Think About Rock/Metal Music: Fucking awesome man! *__*
[321]Where Do You Think You'll Be In 10 Years: Some looney locked up in a padded room.
[322]Who Do You Think You'll Still Be Friends With In 5 Years: Maybe.
[323]What Do You Think About The Pop Music Sceen: *shudder* sickening.
[324]What Do You Think About The Store Abercrombie & Fitch: Ew.
[325]What Do You Think About Porn: o___o; Riiiight.
[326]What Do Think About The Death Penalty: YAAAAAY! DEATH! DEATH! WOOOOH! Erm..They should make it more painful..e.e;

[.Annoyances.]

[327]Most Annoying Person You Know: None really.
[328]Most Annoying Cartoon: Powerpuff girls
[329]Most Annoying Pop Star: ALL.
[330]Most Annoying Boy Band:...All.
[331]Most Annoying Rapper: Eminem...*shudder*
[332]Most Anoying Song: Blurry
[333]Most Anoying Band/Group:*Shudder* Just...Too many.
[334]Most Annoying Sound: High pitched frequency thingies.
[335]Most Annoying Thing People Do: Be...Not nice..;_;
[336]Most Annoying Actor/Actress: x.X;; ?
[337]Most Annoying Online Friend:I'm not going to say.
[338]Most Annoying Website: NeoInsane

[.What Did You Do....]

[339]Last Birthday: Slept in a tent.
[340]Yesterday: Slept..Be sick.
[341]Last Weekend: Went over a friends house.
[342]Christmas: Stayed home and celebrated with my family.
[343]Thanksgiving: I don't remember.
[344]New Years Eve: Sleep..
[345]Halloween: Scare youngyins
[346]Easter: Family gathering.
[347]Valentines Day: Stayed by myself..e.e;; Didn't celebrate.

[.The Sexy People.]

[348]So... Whos Your Sexiest Friend: I don't have any sexy friends..x.X
[349]Sexiest Band: ..?
[350]Sexiest Actor: Dun have a clue.
[351]Sexiest Person You Have Kissed: P'ef..e.e;
[352]First Person You Thought To Be Sexiest: Brandon
[353]Someone Whos Sexy But You Dont Want Nothing To Do With: Um..?
[354]Sexiest Person You Have Gone Out With: ..

[.Quotes.]

[355]Favorite Movie Quote: "There is most definately a hell! And you're all going to go there..In about..Fifteen minutes! HOLY SHIT WE REALLY ARE GONNA DIE!"
[356]Best Quote For Love: Hate. Hate. Hate.
[357]Best Quote For Friendship: Hate. Hate. Hate.
[358]Best Quote For Life: "They blew his brains out at gunpoint"
[359]Funny Quote: "What are you looking at, Pig? *imagines Mimi's head exploding* Just imagining you topless. PIG!"
[360]Favorite TV Quote: er.."Look what I can do!"
[361]Best Quote For Moving On: ....
[362]Your Favorite Quote From A Song: "It's just one of those days, when you don't want to wake up. Everything is fucked. Everybody sucks. You really don't know why, you just wanna justify. Ripping someone's head off."

[.The Last Thing....]

[363]You Ate: Microwavable rice.
[364]You Drank: Dr.Pepper
[365]You Took A Shower: This morning.
[366]You Wore Out: Black shorts, and my black "Devil on Board" shirt.
[367]The Last Place You Went: School.
[368]Last Thing You Bought: Reese Cups.
[369]Last Thing You Got Pierced/Tattooed: Ear
[370]Last Person You Saw: Paula
[371]Last Person You Kissed: ;___; I never kissed any one.
[372]Last Person You Fucked: o___o;; Riiiiight.
[373]Last Person You Talked To: Virtue
[374]Last Party You Went To: ...I don't even remember.
[375]Last Thing You Watched: That 80's show.
[376]Last Song You Heared: Toxicity~ System of the Down

[.Now.]

[377]So What Are You Eating: Microwavable rice.
[378]Anything To Drink With That: Dr.Pepper.
[379]Whatchya Wearin: Black shorts, "Devil on Board" shirt.
[380]Any Shoes: Barefoot
[381]Hair: Pinned up with a claw.
[382]Listening To Anything: Giving In~ Adema
[383]Talking To Anyone: Virtue
[384]Are You Pissed I Made This So Long: Nope! ^_^

[.Yes Or No.]

[385]Are You A Vegitarian: Yes
[386]Do You Like Sure: No
[387]Am I A Bitch For Making This Damn Survey: Nope!
[388]Are You Artisitc: Yes. ^_^
[389]Are You A Fast Runner: ...No, not really..
[390]Can You Ski: No.
[391]Are You British: No.
[392]Do You Want To Spear Britney: FUCK YEAH. e_e;;
[393]Do The Voices Talk To You And You Only: Of course...They're MY voices, damnit!
[394]Did You Ever Give Barbie A Free Haircut & Hairdye Special: Well, yeah....I gave her one of those army guy hair styles when I was six.
[395]Would You Eat Mac&Cheese w/Hot Dog In It: ~_~ Ew.
[396]Do You Think Disney Creators Were On Acid When They Made Alice In Wonderland: ..e.e;
[397]Will The Real Slim Shady Please Shut Up: Em..Yeah.
[398]Are You Straight: x.x;;
[399]Are You 1/2 Stupid, 1/4 insane and another 1/4 physicaly handicapped: I guess?
[400]Are You Fat: hell no!
[401]Are You Skinny and just say your fat: nooooo
[402]Are You Short: Middle size..? X_x
[403]Do You Own A Hot Pink Shirt: I don't like happy colors.
[404]How About Orange Pants: Nope
[405]Can You See The Flying Monkeys: yeeeees! @@
[406]Are You Evil: I AM THE ANTICHRIST! *cough!*
[407]Did You Ever Know Someone Who Had A Mullet?: Nope.
[408]Know Anyone Who Still Has One: No..
[409]Is Britney A whore: Perhaps.
[410]Are You A Teenage Zombie: I'm a demon.
[411]Am I Annoying You Really Bad With All This Nonsense: It's hard to annoy me.
[412]Do You Like Marilyn Manson: HELL YES!!
[413]If You Dont Like Manson You Know You Suck Right: Right! @_@
[414]Are You Secretly From Another Planet: ^^;; Does hell count?
[415]Did You Ever Touch Someone Elses No-No Spot: N-no spot? @@;; No..I'd hope not!
[416]Do You Shop At Hot Topic: Uh?
[417]Could You Kick My Ass: Maybe...>:]
[418]When You Get Drunk You Forget Everything You Did Dont You: I've never been drunk.
[419]Were You A Goat In A Past life?: I hope not..
[420]Is It Time For You To Go Smoke Some Weed: I dun smoke weed.

[.Least Favorites.]

[421]Color: Pink
[422]Vegtable: beets
[423]Fruit: Mango
[424]Store: Thrift stores?
[425]Scent: trash?
[426]Tv Show: Cartoon shows.
[427]Song: Many... erm.. "The Real Slim Shady"
[428]Singer: ALOT
[429]Band: ALOT
[430]Group: AGAIN, ALOT. e.e;;;
[431]Movie: Eh...Tomb Raider
[432]Cartoon: Pretty much hate cartoons in general.
[433]Actor:...
[444]Actress: ...
[445]TV Channel: Nick
[446]Pizza Topping: Peppers
[447]Alchohol: Beer
[448]Country: Afgahinstan however the fuck you spell it..e.e;;
[449]State:*picks random state* Wherever Washington DC is! DOOOOOM!
[450]Car: Ugly cars?
[451]Animal: Rats?
[452]Month: Januarr=y
[453]Holiday: None.
[454]Day Of The Week: Monday..Weekdays

[.Random Questions.]
- The person deleted a lot of these because they were dumb and a waste of their time, apparently

[458]If You Could Be Any Animal, What Animal Would You Be: Meow!
[459]Why Would You Be THAT Animal: I can claw your eyes out.
[469]If You Had To Eat One Thing For The Rest Of Your Life What Would It Be: Meatball subs..Cookies!
[481]Do You Rember Any Of Your Dreams: Nope..;__;
[482]Do You Dream In Color Or Black And White: I don't know.
[484]Do You Admit When You Need Help With A Problem: sI can handle things myself.
[485]Can People Read You Like A Book: no
[488]Whats Your Biggest Fear: Creepy crawly things
[501]Do You Talk Alot: Yep. Chatter box.
[502]Are You Affraid Of Clowns: No
[503]Do You Like Spiders: .... *shudder*
[503]How About Grape Kool-Aid Do You Like That: Mized with sugar and put in a baggie..^_^
[506]Can You Drive: ...;___;
[510]Are You A Spoiled Rotton Only Child: noooooo
[512]Are You Anti-Social: Sometimes.
[514]How About Dumb People: Myself...^_^;
[521]Now What Are You Going To Go Do: Post this thing in my blog...X_X

4.16.2002

Rant alert..x.X Run, foo, run!
Damn it! Lately people have been constantly asking me to do things for them..~.~ And when I do, do it, I don't feel appriciated or even reconized. Eeee.. I do like helping people...But it just gets annoying every time you turn around someone is asking you to do something for them.

I offer to do things for people, I know this. Usually in the future, those bastards take advantage of it and constantly ask me to do favors. I honestly just want to be left alone. Very few people know my weakness for not saying no to things, to avoid hurt feelings or whatever. The next person to bother me to do them something I am going hunt them down and tear their flesh off of their backs with my bare hands. I'm just going to flat out say no, not in a nice way either. So dun take it personally if I er..threaten to rip you appart limb by limb..

So a big "Fuck you!" to all of those newbies and pests and people from school who can't learn to just leave people alone. Bah, you can tell I'm in a bad mood.. I'm sick so I wanna rant and complain...So if anybody who is bothering to read this...Er..Just forget! ^^;; I needed to just say it.