Haylee,

I love how you've grown up so well.

But don't forget yourself, little one.

You've only lived about 20% of your life.

There's so much more in store for you.

Keep on task.

Woah.

Almost a year was the last time I wrote. :o AMAZING.

I'm writing in here again. :)

Um.

Just not for today.

Neener.

hair . Black

height . 5'5ish

weight . 108 (Though I could've lost weight due to the sudden bursts of exersizes)

figure . uhhh?

eyes . Brown.

clothing . Whatever's in my drawers.

music . Mostly rock and industrial, though I like a little variety. 80's pop and Metal.

makeup . I hardly ever wear make-up.

piercings . 3

RIGHT NOW

wearing . Baggy blue jeans and my "Jack and Jill..." shirt.

music. Kittie - Paperdoll

thinking . If anyone is going to come online and talk to me.

feeling . A tad bit woeful.

LAST THING YOU

bought . A giant blue popsicle with Kendra!

did . Changed clothes.

read . E-mail.

watched on tv . Daria

EITHER/OR

club or house party . I don't care.

tea or coffee . Tea

high achiever or easy going . I'd be a high achiever if I wasn't so lazy.

cats or dogs . Cats

single or taken . .....forever single.

pen or pencil . Pencil

food or candy . Candy

cassette or cd . CD

snuff or cigarettes . UGH!

coke or pepsi . Coke

rikki lake or oprah . RRR.

WHO DO YOU WANT TO

kill . No one today

hear . Kendra.

look like. Me.

be like. Me.

FAVORITES

food . I like rolls, soup, and rice.

color . whine red

album . The Black Album or Mechanical Animals

shoes . My boots with the flames on them.

vegetable . Brocoli

fruit . Cherry

LAST

movie you saw . House of 1000 Corpses

last phone number you called . Kendra's

last thing you had to drink .. Dairymen's Iced Tea

last thing you tasted: A Milkyway

last thing you ate . ^

last time you laughed. I don't even remember. Two days ago?

last thing you said . "Bye Mom."

last thing you smelled . ...

DO YOU

smoke . No

do drugs . No

sleep with stuffed animals . No

play an instrument . No

believe there is life on other planets . Yes, but not your stereotypical aliens... Probably a bacteria or something.

read the paper . The Neighborhood News this morning.

have any gay/lesbian friends . No.

believe in miracles . No.

believe it's possible to remain faithful forever . NO.

consider police a friend or foe . Foe.

like the taste of alcohol . smirnoff ice is good.

like pina coladas . Yep.

pray . No.

go to church . No.

have any secrets . Yeeeeep.

wear hats . Yes.

have any piercings . 3

have any tattoos . No

wish on stars . No

trust others easily . No

love ppl easily . No

like sarcasm . Alot! Esspecially humourous kinds!

like walks in the rain . Yeah sure.

like getting caught in the rain . I usually go to lunch on rainy days. Then Kenny walks to ambers with me when the rain subdues a little bit. So it really doesn't matter.

Q. What's your favorite color? A deep whine colour

Q. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend? No


Q. Have you ever been in love? I don't know what love is.


Q. Have you ever liked someone so much it makes you cry? It happened when I was around 12.. I was too juvenile back then, I don't know what would possess me to crush on somebody so badly.


Q. Have you ever taken drugs? I'm a good girl. So, no.


Q. Gone all the way? UM NO.


Q. Ever gone an extended period of time without shaving? Winter time.

Q. Gone on Stage? Yeah, and it certainly wasn't a pleasurable experience.


Q. Stayed home on Saturday night just because? *cough* Right now it IS a Saturday night. I have no life, my friends are busy doing whatever all the time. Or we don't have money to go see a movie.


Q. Are you Happy in life? No.


Q. Are you lonely? Yeah, sometimes I guess..


Q. Do you have a best friend? I have two :D Amber and Kendra. And Kenny is my third.


Q. Who do you hang out with the most? Am an' KK


Q. Who do you email the most? *giggle* I haven't e-mailed anyone in months.


Q. Who do you get the most emails from? Amber :D


Q. Who's the loudest of your friends? Mmm.. Paula.


Q. Who's the shyest? Well.. I wouldn't exactly say shy, I'd say quietest.. Miranda.


Q. Who do you go to for advice? Amber mostly.


Q. Who knows all your secrets? Am


Q. Who do you cry with? I don't cry with anyone.


Q. Are you...


Good looking? Bah.. I really don't care much.. I guess so, everyone is always telling me I am soo..


Q. Quiet? Sometimes


Q. Boring? Not really.. Well okay, I am.


In the last 24 hours have you...


Cried? Kinda.. I was on the verge of tears..... But that's only PMS.

Laughed? No, I don't think so.


Helped someone? I'm a lazy sunnuva bitch.


Bought something? Nope.


Dissected something? No.


Drank? Mm.. Pepsi


Cut your hair? I haven't cut my hair in years...


Kissed someone? *frown*


Missed someone? Mhmm


Told someone you love them? Does my mom or dad count? =/

Hugged someone? ...My mom.


Fallen in love? fucking stupid ass question.


Met someone new? No.

Felt stupid? Not today.

Talked to someone you have a crush on? Nobody to crush on...


Survey Middle


Q. What cd is in your cd player right now? Who listens to CD players anymore? Computer, duh.. Umm. A playlist of Metallica, Marilyn Manson, Megadeth, Kidney Thieves, NIN and Kitty.


Q. Who is your favorite Spice? Garlic salt

Q. Favorite Disney Character? Satan


Q. Favorite Movie(s)? Nightmare on Elm Street, Night of the Living Dead III, Guns, God and Government

Q. Favorite TV shows? Forensic Files

Q. Favorite slurpie flavor? Blueberry


Q. Favorite fast food? Arby's


Q. Favorite book? Mm.. Queen of the Damned is pretty good so far..


Q. Favorite Sports teams? none


Q. Favorite song? Song of the moment would have to be Megadeth - Trust.. I'd write down my top five favorites if I wasn't so lazy.


Q. What room is your computer in? My computer is in my room.

Q. What is the outfit you wear the most? My blue baggy jeans are my favorite pants.. so yeah, I wear those alot.


Q. What is your shoe size? Err.. 9.


Q. Who is the biggest flirt you know? Maxine.. that whore.


Q. What do you want to be when you grow up? A mortician or in the field of forensics


Q. What is the weirdest thing you have ever done? There's been lots of weird things I've done.. it'd take a while for me to think of all of them


What are your nicknames? Sin, and whatever nicknames the niggers give me (IE : Lucifer Jr.)


Last bit of survey


When was the last time you...


Showered? hour ago

Went out to party? A month ago or something.

Asked someone out? I never have.


Fell Over? Today I tripped over this wire leading from my brother's room


Had a laugh with someone? I dunno


Watched a Movie? Yesterday.. GGG


Are you tired? No.

[jamming to..] Pantera - This Love
[nourishment..] Chocolates
[attire..] Over-sized black t-shirt and black capri pants
[communication...] My friends are sleeping with valentine gifts and hearts and boyfriends dancing over their heads
[mood...] I want to tear yor face off you stupid mother fucking moron... GAWD I HATE YOU.

Woo. Valentines day.. I'm just going to make a very brief and stupid post just out of sheer boredom.

Woke up, and went downstairs.
Mom gave me the usual five-piece box of chocolate and went to work.
I stared blankly at the ceiling while listening to music for an hour.
Kendra called, we complained about the shittyness of V-day.
Kendra hung up on me.
I cleaned the kitchen.
Called Kendra... No answer.
Called Amber.. She told me about her gifts and whatnot.
Watched 'Guns, God and Government' out of boredom.
Attempted to go to sleep, failed.
Stared at ceiling, music.
Mom comes home drunk and weary.
Dad comes home.
I made myself grated, fried potatoes.
Phone rings, it's Kendra.
Kendra gets boyfriend and stops saying "Love is shitty."
Once again the only single person in the group, yay for me. Time is 7 PM.
Listen to Anti-Love songs for a half hour. Mom demands I go to Grampa's with her.
Grampa gave me a box of old foriegn coins and chocolate, and an old Superman comic.
Went through pictures.
Went home.
Had pizza.
Listened to Anti-love music.
And here I am.
And I leave you.
Bye fuckers.

Paula


and

Haylee



[jamming to..] Coal Chamber - Sway
[nourishment..] Just the good ole ice tea. :D
[communication...] Bah! Who cares?
[mood...] HYPUHHHHHH!

The text in bold is Haylee, regular text is Paula.

Hi Paula
dont worry about haylee,ok!!!! you will be all right!
What the fuck Paula?!
it's all about how life is stupid and shit, thats all
You stupid crack face.. I should snap your mouth shut with rusty fishhooks.. but I won't cause i'm nice.
actually that would look kool! i seen this guy with fish hooks in his back!!!
You're a fucking retard. I'm serious.. Though would you rather have me hinge the hooks on yout eyelids and then tear back?
*ouch* that would hurt!!!
Of course it would. DUH. Any moron'd know that, whore.
not any ol' whore.......... i'--
*sigh* I can already guess. A Jonathan Daivs whore.. I know I know..
yea! how did you know tha?t........wait i already know
Because you fucking talk about kinky wild sex with him.. Bondage... slut.
i just hope you know..... life without bondage would be just another day of same ol' lovin!!!!
Not really... Bondage is just one form of kinky sex.. There's plenty out there. Stupid. Shows how much you know.
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaAAAAAAAAAA! but not reealy....just like you said its a nother way of kinky sex. and if you dont got the bondaaage you just have sex..!
Please, Paula.. Don't make me have to explain to you, or better yet show you all of this ecchi and porn shit.. That'd explain alot to you.
+it's not about the porno....... it's about the korno!
You disgust me. Get out of my face, you cumdrunken transvestite whore.
bite me, willie wonka.!>!
Why do I have friends like you?
because life without a jonathan houseman davis lover would not be the same!
Oh? I demand a thorough explaination why!
*being a smart ass* i have a very good explination......... because i said so!
You're not my friend aanymore, get out of my face-- NOW. Gawd I hate you.
what i do?!?
..Be your weird ass kinky freaky MORON self, that's what. Being seen with you would absolutely shatter my reputation...whore.
what rep. and what wrong with being kinky.... i like kinky... there's nothing wrong with kinky..... i like doing that with other pe..er. guys like jon...or.. mabbe..mikeeeeeeee!
My non-existant reputation. Yoou might give me one.. For being the friend of a mentally retarded girl. And Paula, these guys are like att least 10 years older than you.
actually, mikee is only 9 years older than me! and you never know about jon's son... he's not that younger!?!/
Ohhh! Excuuuuuuse me for being a fucking year off. Oh, now you're going to go from 30 year olds to 9 year olds? Your resolve would be almost commendable if I didn't want to violently mutilate your face with a pencil.
your excused, and nakid pencils dont resolve anything!
Now I didn't say I was going to stab you with a nekkid pencil, did I? CRACKFACEWHORE.
+no you did not, but most of the time AALL of your pencils arre nakid....oh that reminded me of jon d being naked...... dont that help a fantasy!?! HELL YEA IT DOES!
Satan, why did you curse me with such an idiotic friend? WHY? Make sure you have tons of painful torture in store for her when she makes it there.. Make sure she gets raped often too.. VIOLENTLY.
ooooo, whyle your talking to him about that ask him if he coulf bring down jon too, so mabe we could finish what we were doing.....and if not ask if bondage is included!!
Satan, make sure Jon goes to heaven, and no, no bondage allowed. She'd enjoy that too much. Make sure those rapists are hairy ol' burlly men, k? :D
as ling as their scottish thats ok if they are harry but not that olk, if so make sure they look llike jon...... and jon wont go to heaven in less i go with him 'cause when he dies i'm gonna be stuck to him with all them hand cuffs ans stuff!!
That's it, I give up. I'm going to bed. NIGHT WHORE
aaaaaaAAAAAAAAAAAAAA fine... he he I WIN!!!!!!!!!
You may have won the battle but I'll always will win the war. Don't you ever forgget that.
lol, you little weekling you wooooooont win if theirs bondage included!
Ooo wow, I'm afraid of bondage.. I'm going to sob in a little corner now. NIGHT.
you will be when you see what me and jon have bbeen doing!! night bight whore i hope you have dreams about little kinky rabbits!
No, since the horrid image would be permanently burned into my corneas, I'd kill myself first. NIGHT